Happy New Year and a New Adventure!

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVE!!!!!!!
I just wanted to wish everyone a happy new year and hope you get that little kiss you have been waiting for even if it's just from your favorite stuffie at 10 o'clock when your caregiver has set your bedtime.
Anyway... GOOD NEWS!
I'm heading off this Saturday to see my daddy and I am sooooooooo excited! We are going to celebrate our anniversary (which was 12/21), my daddy's birthday and Christmas all in one!! I am so ready to see him its been like 6 months and its been way way way to long. I have some really special gifts for daddy and he said he would take me to see the butterfly garden at the museum and to my favorite soup place and the mall and be in the hot tub and the movies and the book store and just all the fun places some we went last time and new ones and I just can't wait!! I am just so excited to be with my daddy finally! Even f we just have fun at his house I will be so so so happy. He said we would have a little day and I even get to give him a spa day because he deserves to be pampered just like he does to me. Anyway I can't wait to update you all on all the fun we are going to have and all the greatness to come!
Next week I will not be posting but the week after, get ready for the long one!!

LOVE and HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!
Pannyboi41

A Little Holiday Magic

Hello!
Just a little note to say Happy Holidays to all my littles and CareGivers! I hope you all got what you wished for this holiday season or are going to get it (depending on when you celebrate). I know I got what I have always wished for and that is a perfect daddy that loves knows me through and through (he got me an amazing gift that I could open in front of my parents). I hope you all have similar experiences or at least have the time to enjoy with the ones you love and the ones that love you. Anyway just a quick message to say hello and happy season. I'll see you next time with a little more holiday cheer.

Happy Times and Little Magic,
Pannyboi41 and their Daddy

My Letter to Santa

Happy Holidays!
So I have been sad lately and ill so I decided to make myself feel better I will share my letter to Santa with you all.

Dear Santa,
I hope I have been a good little one this year, I think I have and Daddy can vouch for me I promise!!!
So if I deserve the presents I would like:

• a onesie -- I don't have one but a purple one with elephants or otter would be perfect
• a new paci --  the two I have are getting old and a purple one would be cute
• a rainbow tutu -- something to wear at pride with daddy
• new crayons -- the ones I have are not so good 
• stickers! -- my favorite
• more stuffies!!! -- no these are my favorite
• cloth nappies -- I only need a few pairs as I don't "use" them they just make me comfy
• things to put in my journal -- maybe small coloring pages or activities?
• candy -- the chewy kind, please 
• a crown -- daddy says I a princex
• storybook -- so daddy can read to me more
• to be with daddy more -- I miss him, he is too far away
• for daddy to always be happy -- he deserves it the most 

I hope I have been good and have a safe journey this year, the cookies and milk are waiting for you and I will put out carrots too for the dear!

Happy Christmas!

Pannyboi41

A New Project -- My Little Journal

I hope you all had a good day!!
So I recently read a post on Instagram about someone that does journaling based on their regression, and I thought that was an amazing idea!!!!!!!! So I collected many ideas from all over the internet and put them together for you!!

 What you need:

1. journal -- I use a journal with no lines but I like to draw so that just me, I do have to say make sure its big enough and is something you will want to work in everyday 
2. Coloring utensils -- I use pens and crayons and marker, just anything you like!
3. Stickers!!!!!!! 
4. Coloring pages, work pages or fun pages 

What to put in your journal:

• self-care idea/tips
• chore/self-care/schedule chart or checklist
• little me bio
• favorite song list
• stories that you make up
• favorite song list
• dreams (either real or the ones you have at night)
• if you had a bunch of money where would it go/ what would you spend it on?
• games to play
• draw your dream paci/outfit/little room
• doodles
• things to buy (or for your CG to buy)
• playdate ideas
• movies to watch when little or with CG
• design a new animal/plant/planet
• facts about your favorite little subject
• favorite nicknames/names to be called when little
• likes/dislikes list
• word searches or games
• coloring pages
• CG rules 
• rules for your CG
• the perfect CG outline
• Ispy every letter of the alphabet 
• sticker page
• list of favorites and hates (especially in little space)
• envelope with small favorite things inside (or things you find while exploring)
• self-love or self-care exercises 
• wish list
• regression help list 
• make scenes for paper dolls 
• stuffie profiles 
• good day/best day outline list
• make your own crest
• cartoon list
• guide to taking care of little me
• desires 
• things to do with CG
• what to do when I'm sick page
• adventure page (either real or imaginary or ones to go on)
• limits
• aftercare ideas
• what I need to improve on 
• rewards and punishments
• how to be little without daddy around 
• little things needed/wanted
• how to take care of a CG
• blog ideas :)
• sad day fixes
• cosplay/lolita/design ideas 
• general tips for being little 

Hopefully this gets you started on your own little journal!!

Pannyboi41

Steps of Collaring (NSFW)

There you are!
Sorry I missed you last week it was crazy!! Anyway, I wanted to do a special dirty post this week because I was feeling it so here we go...

This week is about the collaring system used in BDSM (not all doms/subs do this but I thought it was interesting):

1. Collar of Consideration
1. this is for early couples were the BDSM relationship is under consideration, this collar is easily removed if the relationship is not working
2. Training Collar
1. this is the next step after the collar of consideration, this a symbol of training and where they are in a relationship 
3. Protection Collar
1. ownership collar showing they have a master and should be left alone by other dominates but it doesn't have the same "weight" as the collar of consideration or training collar, but it still means that that dominate has some responsibility for the submissive 
4. Play Collars
1. They are relaxed and mostly just worn for scenes and may prepare the submissive for playtime as they know once it is put on they should be in the correct headspace for play (this can be worn by someone wearing another collar) it tends to have a D ring and is a symbol of the power exchange 
5. Permanent/Slave Collar
1. this is the last collar saying that the D/S relationship is permanent THIS IS LIKE A WEDDING BAND AND SHOULD BE TAKEN SERIOUSLY!!!! Some wear a piece of jewelry that they don't take off or it has a lock that only the dom can remove. This piece tends not to come off for any reason. If it does come off it means the relationship is over or the D/S side is over/taking a break
6. House Collar
1. In some clubs or "houses" (BDSM houses) you can wear a particular collar meaning you are under the protection of the house and should be left alone similar to a protection collar
7. Dom/Sub Created Collars
1. the dom/sub can decide on a collar and what it means and the rules associated with it

Like with any part of the BDSM community not everyone follows the same rules and even some DDLG/DDLB/CGL relationships aren't NSFW so just make sure to be kind and understanding to everyone in our community.

Love, Collars, and Protection,

Pannyboi41 

The Little TV Guide

hi Hi HI,
Daddy gave me the good idea of writing a little TV guide on some great little shows so here we are!

• The Beat Bugs- a great show especially if you love music or The Beatles like me! They even have a movie 
• Paw Patrol- lovely for littles that love animals especially dogs and ca handle a little action 
• My Little Pony- maybe for a bit of the older little this classic show is great for the horse lover little
• Doc McStuffins- a playful show that brings stuffies to life, great for a little that love taking care of their stuffed friends 
• The Magic School Bus- one of my personal favorites a super show for adventurous littles also very educational
• Arthur- a PBS special helps little learn many things especially good emotional skills 
• Hilda- This Netflix original is another adventurous show maybe for older littles that is a great show about moving away from home
• Moomin- This '90s show is super cute and super fun for any little 
• Sofia the First- A show for your little princess that will teach them to be like royalty 
• Blue's Clues- another favorite of mine it's always fun to interact with those on screen
• Mickey Mouse Club House- another great interactive show for your little one

There are definitely many many many more especially on places like Netflix this is just a shortlist of a few I like to watch, please add more in the comments!

With Sparkles,

Pannyboi41

Just for Fun :)

HeyYah,
Daddy and I wanted to do something for all of you out there so here we go:

What your favorite candy says about little you:

• chewy- you are squishy and cute 
• crunchy- you might have a hard outer shell but your insides are sweet
• chocolate- you are classic
• sour- you can take the hard stuff 
• lollipop- you like to take your time and enjoy the ride
• hard candies- you don't mind the cavities because the taste is just too good 
• peanut-flavored- you maybe into pet play 
• jelly-beans- you enjoy the colors of the rainbow more than the flavor of the candy
• licorice- you have a dark side
• cotton-candy- you are just a ton for fluff
• mint- keeping things cool
• bubblegum- a secret little 
• all candy!- you are just tooooo sweet
• no candy- you are still a perfect little 

How to name your stuffy:

1. pick a color, preferably one that the stuffy isn't 
2. pick a cute food, like peanuts or candy
3. pick a funny word, pants is always a classic
4. put it all together; Blue Pumpkin Doddle 
5. You can always ask your caregiver for help too

All the Single Littles, All the Single Littles...

If this post finds you without a caregiver do not fret Little Caregiver is here...

Please, little one...

1. drink some water
2. have a snack something that makes you happy
3. take a nice bath or shower and let the warm water take you somewhere happy
4. get a little homework done
5. do something fun
6. go outside and get some fresh air
7. be safe and careful 
8. no self-harming NEVER EVER
9. tell someone if you need help
10. get to beddy on time and try to get some good sleep
11. take care of your stuffies -- they need your love 
12. take some time to use your paci and be the little I know you are
13. LOVE YOURSELF ALWAYS!

And remember when you need some love, we are here for you!

With Giggles and Loves,

Pannyboi41

I SICK AGAIN!!!!!

Hello All,
SO, as usual, I guess for me, I am sick :( so daddy suggested a post on how to take care of sick littles:

• diagnosis the illness -- what's going on what making your little not feel good?
• take action -- build a comfort area for your little with all their stuffies and a movie or soft music 
• comfort -- make sure to wrap them in cuddle and huggles 
• care -- make sure your little drinks enough fluids especially water and ginger ale if the little tummy is acting up, if they can, have them take some medicine especially with a fever
• care II -- make them some soup with some toast and crackers, even if it isn't a tummy problem warm soup is always nice 
• if the little is hot -- draw a cooler bath but not too cold 
• if cold -- draw a nice warm bath
• care III -- tea is a nice way to relax and is good for the throat and sleep, and tummy rubs  are nice and can calm a little angry belly
• care IV -- sometimes dimming or turning off the lights allows mean headaches to go away
• beddy time -- sleep is important for healing, make sure your little gets a lot of sleep while sick
• comfort II -- do whatever you can to make your little comfy even if that means giving them some time alone  
• aftercare -- even if your little is feeling better take things slowly at first because sometimes things come back 

That's all from dada and me! I hope you all feel better soon!

Pannyboi41

Let's Party!

HELLO!!!!!!!
IT'S MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!
SO, Daddy and I decided that we would talk about throwing a party for a little (and it may just be a party for two)!

What daddy said about this:
-budget out how you want to spend on the party, including the number of people
-decorate! Cute things like more for a kids party, even dollar store stuff
-I like streamers cute twisted up kind
-party poppers
-do something special for your little before the party like a date or a trip to the mall -- make it little themed if possible
-little food classics like mac and cheese, pizza with the littles favorite toppings, ice-cream, cake! (but only a little for a little one) or if you don't want or don't need a big cake do cake pops (little and cute just like your little one)
-watch a little move and the care-givers can chat
-cuddles
-crafts for those attending to all enjoy, like kids crafts, or pick a theme and let the littles play
-theme the party to something your little is into, like kittens and puppies or a little program
-goodie bags with fun little toys and candy (especially your littles favorite candy), or make them based on your theme
-once everyone has left, the real fun starts ;) (wink, wink)

My turn:
-Some littles don't like getting gifts, ask people to donate to a charity in their name instead
-maybe do a storytime or let the littles put on a show
-if its a party for two make sure the little has all the control on what they want to do (to a point I mean daddy is always in control)
-make sure your little is enjoying themselves sometimes parties cause anxiety
-play outside and enjoy the sun or snow
-Don't forget the candles!!
-Oh and the happy birthday song!
-don't let your little be too bossy other friends don' like that
-just remember this is a special day for your little let them have this time to be comfy and themself in whatever form that may be and if you are lucky enough to have little friends let them enjoy this outing together where they can all be little in a safe environment

Any other recommendations? Add them below!

Happy Birthday to Me!!
Pannyboi41

Presents!!

Good Evening!
So at it is my birthday month daddy and I decided that writing out a gift list would be a cute idea, so... here we go! Great for Christmas, Birthdays, Anniversaries, Any Holiday or just a cute gift, this gift list has it all!

Gifts for Caregivers:

• A gift card to a place they like or out to food for two!- get to know your dom through their favorite store or type of food
• Get something useful for them- maybe something for the kitchen or a place to keep their keys
• A piece for their collection or a new addition to their hobby- learn about their passion and get something to go along with it, even if it isn't exactly right they will be happy you tried
• Maybe a piece of clothing or new shoes- find sneaky ways of getting sizes and that perfect shirt or nice pair of trainers
• Funny/Fun gifts- get them something silly that will make both of you happy when they see it, maybe a fake Harry Potter wand or goofy undergarments something that will put a nice smile on their face
• Gift Baskets- everyone loves many gifts in one pick a theme and roll with it
• Something Naughty!- Try some new lube or a type of condom, or maybe step up the game with a crop and paddle set or even a sexy outfit for you so you can be their gift this year. 
• HOMEMADE- its a prove fact caregivers love homemade presents (I don't make the rules)

Gifts for Littles:

• Almost anything above!
• Anything Cute
• Anything Sparkly 
• Anything Colorful
• Anything to Play With
• New Sippies and Pacis 
• New PJ's are a must!
• Something special to wear out, be it a necklace, shoes, dress or tie just something to feel special in
• Upgrade their collar 
• Get them that thing they have been eyeing -- you know, that thing!
• Try new foods from the international sections especially candy 
• Get them something to wear for you- sexy, sexy
• Take them on a shopping trip
• Fun little books and movies 
• A night in where you cook together and enjoy each other 
• Fun stuff for the bath 
• Any little item mentioned in other posts 
• A new friend, I always love new stuffies 
• Homemade stuff littles love!

Just remember its the thought that counts, I know no matter what your caregiver/little will love what you give even if it means a special night of naughty fun, as long as you gave it some thought and love everyone will enjoy!

Giving and Getting,

Pannyboi41

I Have a Concussion

Hiya,
I got a concussion so it's hard for me to be on my computer, but I still wanted to talk with everyone cause I have been missing my little friends and times with you.

So because I can't think of much to write I'll add some of my favorite little food recipes for when I don't feel good:

Sick Day Chicken Soup:

• two cooked chicken breasts
• 3 cups chicken stock
• 2 big carrots 
• 3 celery sticks
• 1/2 onion
• 1 cup noodles or rice 
• garlic, salt, pepper to taste
• I love adding some spice to help open up my nose with pepper flakes (the ones on pizza)
• dried herbs like rosemary, thyme, and sage  (go light)
• optional: lemon juice 

cut all the veggies and add to the boiling broth

once starting to soften add the chicken to warm along with the herbs such

turn off the heat and add the rice or noodles and let sit until cooked through 

optional: add lemon the each serving

Nighty-time drink

• 1 cup milk
• 1 tsp honey
• 2 drops vanilla 
• 1 pinch cinnamon

heat milk in a microwave until really warm stir in honey and vanilla then add the cinnamon on top 

Simple Fruit Yogurt

• 1 cup plain yogurt
• 1/2 cup frozen then partially thawed strawberries, blueberries, raspberries, and mangos
• 1 cup cut-up pineapple
• 1 tbs of sliced almonds
• banana chips

put yogurt in a bowl add the other things on top --  eat slowly 

There are more but maybe ill add those next week, my eyes are starting to hurt from my computer 

Until then,

Stay you Stay you Stay you,

I'm Not Feeling Good...So Spam!

Hi,
So I haven't been feeling good so here is a bunch of cute spam

With Loves and Hugs,
Pannyboi41

Self Care- A Little in a Big World

Hiya,
Being a college student working on their master's degree living so far away from their daddy I find myself not really caring for the body and mind I have. I thought it would be a good idea for not only you but for me to write down a few self-care tips that are not only great for littles but caregivers alike:

• For Littles:
• make sure to take a bath or shower every day the warm water can awaken and relax and cold water can renew and close pores
• brush your teeth twice a day and floss a least once
• Wear some scent to make you feel cute 
• brush up your hair you don't want those knots getting in the way of your adorable face
• take time to have fun -- play with your stuffies or maybe a cool video game
• meditate or pray a little time to think things through can really relax the mind
• write in a journal or start a blog, writing can also ease the brain 
• maybe read a fun book NO homework reading allowed
• spend that hour doing absolutely nothing be mindless on TV or the internet 
• exercise or simply take a walk get outside and breath that air
• talk to a good friend that isn't your caregiver
• find a cool unique hobby or make something that makes you feel good  
• eat healthily but treat yourself once in a while 
• maybe got to church or practice meditation with others 
• join a club and meet new people 
• if you need help ask for it even it that means using a texting counseling services something is better than nothing 
• and make sure to check on your care-giver to see if they are doing these things too they will be happy you care 
• DO WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY, HEALTHY AND SAFE
• For Bigs:
• Mostly the same but remember you are making rules for your little so add some self-care to that list and make sure they keep themselves happy and healthy

I know you have probably seen this a million times but as a social work student I think it is important to know and see and practice -- I know I need to work on it and maybe you do too and that's okay we aren't perfect but we can work at being better than the day before.

Good Luck and Good Cupcakes,

Pannyboi41

 

A Daddy Post

Pannyboi41 Here, I havent been feeling well and I asked daddy to write a little something for you...

Hello all my name is thekuma and I’m pannyboi41’s daddy. I couldn’t be happier to call them my little buggy and we make quite a pair. From the first time I saw them I just knew that I was made to protect, cherish and love them for my whole life. And even though we’re farther apart then we’d like to be we will always do our best for each other and to make everything work!! The moral to all of this is daddy’s love your little ones with all you’ve got and littles be good for your daddy’s and know that even though that some of you are in long-distance relationships and things seem dark sometimes always be each other’s light and don’t let the distance get you down 

TheKuma 

(I Love you Daddy,

Pannyboi41)

Reading Together

Hi There,
So lately things have been going smoothly and life is going well for both daddy and me. It's nice to not have to worry, it makes things "boring" but I would rather be bored than worried or thinking that something is going wrong in our relationship. As I said before we entered the next phase in life together and even though it can become redundant I find it comforting and homey -- like I always know what to expect and do not fear the unknowing of a new relationship. In past relationships I hated this part and would end up doing many things I regretted but with my daddy something is different maybe its because of distance or because this relationship is just healthier and I find more pleasure and peace in it, but I don't feel the need to find the newness of a relationship again. I also seemed to be chasing that high that comes with a new love or crush that first few times talking used to be my favorite and I would end up cheating just to get that rush and newness, but as I said with my daddy I don't feel the need to find that newness and I find that to be the most comforting experience of my life. SO anyway enough about my troubled past you came here for fun and little talk. One thing daddy and I have been doing is reading to each other (mostly daddy reading to me). My daddy has never ready Harry Potter before so we decided to start there and read all the books together. So far this has been truly amazing and something I feel all long-distance (and non-LDR) should do. It's easy and fun and most books can be found as PDFs online now so you can even take turns on who is reading. I know my daddy loves to dear me read to him and I enjoy it just the same. To me it makes me feel like he is closer and almost like we are in the same bed together and he is reading to me before we fall asleep -- a comforting homey lovely feeling if I do say so myself. My advice, pick up a book even a children's book and read to your little -- I know for a fact they will love it!

Respect and Kisses,
Pannyboi41

Second Real Fight and Heading Back to School Soon

UwU!
Greetings my lovelies so sad news daddy and I had a sort of fight thing last night. It most comprised of a few things being said and both of use getting emotional and upset. It ended though last night which is always for the best never go to bed angry or upset they say. It was hard but we both decided we have to better for each other and learn from this time. I believe this is an important part of any relationship, even if it hurt before we can learn and move forward.

On a different note, I am heading back to school in a few weeks (yay)! This means my schedule will be better and I should be able to write about relationships, little loves, big rules, and anything else you want to know about more frequently. Hopefully, I'll have more to say as time goes on even if it just a little hello from your friendly neighborhood little fluid flux baby otter. 

Sorry for the super lame post it will be better I promise and don't hesitate to comment on what you want to see!

Little hugs and Big kisses,
Pannyboi41

More of the Slump

Good Afternoon (well afternoon here),
So as the summer drags on daddy and I haven't really done anything too new or exciting sadly. I just work way too much and have only had about 12 days off in total since I started my job (that includes ones I haven't had yet). But the good thing is we are both still healthy and doing our best to stay connected and have fun all the while. Lately, we have been mostly talking about the things we like and sharing stupid memes with each other. I think we have taken that step out of the "honeymoon phase" and into the I'm going to be my true silly self and I know you will fully except that. Sadly, most people don't make it out of the honeymoon phase well and end up find faults and problems with their partner but luckily we have made it out strong and probably even more happy then we were before because we are fully honest with each other now. Anyway, not really fun cute little things but even the best CG/L relationships are still relationships and go through the same phases like every other relationship. Anyway the slump; ways to try to break free from that is:

• make sure you are taking care fo each other -- I know daddies are great at this but even daddies need to be reminded to drink water sometimes and this might take your CG off guard but it will remind them that they don't always have to be doing all the care 
• send a funny cute thing out of nowhere -- something they might see and be reminded of how cute their little is
• maybe read to your daddy for a change instead of them reading to you -- use your cute voice and read a short story 
• make something together -- get a lego kit or a craft and spend even an hour being together making something to show off
• go somewhere new -- this doesn't have to coast money but maybe go to the animal shelter or a second-hand store just change it up 
• try learning a language together and help each other with conversation
• have your caregiver do little things with you -- instead of doing them with the caregiver watching or working invite them to your tea party or color or just play
• On a naughty note: sometimes just some good discipline will help not punishment but just a good rough session to let out some emotion, also maybe getting a new "plaything" will also spice things up a little (always remember to be safe and use your safeword)

There are many more things just try something new and it can lead to a world of fun and get you two out of that slump. 

Love and Play,

Pannyboi41

Nothing Much Sadly

Hi There,
I know I haven't posted in a while and my last post was sort of lame but sadly life is sort of lame right now. Daddy and I are working a lot and he is currently attending some college courses online so he is always really busy. For a little like me, this makes things really hard but I would like to throw out some ideas that make me feel better when daddy feels father then states away:

• I make sure to always wear a day collar, I have two currently one for work that was my first and a classier one and sometimes I wear my play collars if I'm alone 
• Send letters and colorings to my daddy, its cheap to send a letter so why not send one with something special inside
• Take a bath, I do this almost every day but it makes me feel little and makes my day just a little bit easier
• Snuggle snuggle snuggle, when I was in Texas I got a few new stuffies and I keep them on my bed just to give them snuggles when I am really missing daddy or just need to feel something cuddly
• Buy yourself a little something, make sure to ask your caregiver but buying something special for yourself can make things a little easier it could be a special snack or a new book/toy
• Dress up even if it's just cute socks, at work I have to wear a uniform which I find so stupid especially because I am gender queer (fluidflux) so wearing the same thing can be really uncomfortable but I can always wear cute socks that make me feel little and help with my gender pains
• Make something, I love cooking so after asking I try my hand a new recipe or improve one so that I can cook for my daddy when we finally live together
• Take care of something, just like your caregiver takes care of you you can take care of something too, I have this little pepper plant Pepe and I love him he lives outside and I check on him all the time and I am so excited to see him grow, maybe try your hand at a fish or plant or even just making sure all your stuffies are happy or even an online pet like a webkinz
• Do what makes you happy, as always when you feel alone do something that makes you happy from reading to music to art to running even if it isn't a little activity I know your caregiver will be proud and happy to hear that you had a good day and you didn't spend that entire time missing them ( just make sure you are safe)

As Always Be Yourself!

Pannyboi41

Sorry for the Long Wait -- An Updated

Hi Friends,
I just wanted to send out a little update about what's been going on with me and my dada. So I got a job it's super lame and makes me soooo sleepy every night and just is a super burden on my life and I HATE IT! I'm a host at my local diner and its long hours and I never have a normal schedule and its just the poops and is really hard on my body. This has really been bad for daddy and me. It makes it hard to talk with each other or have time to spend together, but we do our best to call every night still and communicate as much as we can even though I can't text at work. Also last week I got a super bad illness where I lost my voice and had a fever and really sore throat and cough and all the nasty stuff. This was really had for us as I couldn't talk to my daddy and he really missed me because I was sleeping all the time. So that why I have been gone so long but hopefully I will get back into it and have more to say about our adventures so stay tuned.

Always Stay Cute,
Pannyboi41

The First Post From My Daddy!

Hewo!
So my daddy has been checking up on my blog and was really excited about those sub and little space multiday challenges and wanted to try one for himself. As this is his first post I will be asking him the questions and typing out the answers for him. I hope you enjoy another set of questions and learning more about my daddy and me!

1. Dada bear
2. Na..lol of course little pannyboi41
3. 2 years
4. spanking for a pleasurable punishment or writing lines for a harsh punishment 
5. Indian food
6. going to a nice restaurant like 5 stars dressing up really nice and dressing my little up really nice and then seeing a cute little movie and then being in bed together cuddling and being close to each other
7. No self-harm, no talking bad about yourself, always address me properly as sir daddy master, etc. and many more
8. their suit ;)
9. Yes when we are in person and my favorite implement right now is my hand 
10. Yes not hyper but I enjoy it as part of our relationship
11. No self-harm, no speaking badly about myself and I try to be a role model so I do similar things I give rules out for
12. It's hard because I am a switch (me too!) but the look of submission in my little eyes it makes me feel in control 
13. Nothing at this time I have found 
14. Green 
15. Hawaiian shirt and shorts or Adidas pants and jackets 
16. For me, no drugs or alcohol (I don't do well on it) and I will only have one little and my little will only have one daddy
17. For me, apple for my little, cucumber 
18. Pansexual and pannysexual
19. I like taking care of people and I naturally fit into this community 
20. My grandparent's small house with a pool and hot tub in the back with a playroom for my little and a playroom for us with studies for both of us to enjoy our time and space 
21. The bestest most obedient perfect little ever pannyboi41
22. Just looking at my little turns me on, body worship (either way) and knife play
23. Intense gore and scat play (I do like golden shower play) and I don't like full body leather or rubber 
24. We facetime as soon as we can and talk for as long as my little can stay up and we say goodnight and say one good thing about our day and we always say good morning when we first wake up and others 
25. I would say everything but they told me I can't say that so their caring heart it makes them so wonderful and the most special kind of person to me making them the most perfect little (crying, can't handle him sometimes) 
26. That I am not a good enough daddy and I don't provide enough guidance 
27. Swearing especially in front of my little, obsession over small things that no one else cares about
28. I have a lot of names; bug, little puppo, baby boy/girl, otter, pannicakes
29. Talk little to them, command them in non-sexual ways
30. My ability to communicate effectively with many different people in many different forms of communicating   
31. I'm funny and like to joke with people
32. Whenever my little is in full subspace and I can be totally in control we may be in a 24/7 CG/L relationship but I don't always want to place so much on my little but when they are in full subspace I go all out 

Daddy- "Be good, don't do anything I wouldn't do"

Sorry about the weird numbering the outline we were working off was messed up. I hoped you enjoyed hearing from my daddy, maybe he will talk more next week!

Loves, Candy, Coloring, and Caregivers,

Pannyboi41 and TheKuma (My Daddy) 

A Little About Us

Hello Everyone,
So I wanted to write this post after someone asked me about my relationship style and I wanted to tell you all about daddy and I and how our relationship works being that it is long distance and 24/7. Anyway, so I am what I would like to call a non-brat little. I know, I know you are probably thinking...WHAT a non-brat little? Isn't being a brat part of being a little? Well, I would like to say that every little is different and I have found that I don't like being a brat, I just don't find it to be a part of my personality I have always been one to follow the rules if I find them fair and as any good BDSM/CG/L couple should do is talk through rules to make sure they are fair for both parties. My daddy also likes that I am not bratty he feels more comfortable and finds it better for our relationships compared to his other CG/L relationships in which he had brats and didn't like them. So, in conclusion, I am a rule fallowing little. On to daddy, he is a laid back dom and daddy. He is strick when he needs to be but he finds more pleasure in making me happy and keeping me safe. His rules are more based on my safety and health rather than for his pure pleasure. We do have some that are simply for him but he isn't strict about them more if I have the time and energy to do them. The main goal in our relationship is to make each other happy and pleased and we both do our best through rules and punishment to keep it that way. Because I am a rule fallowing little instead of punishments we do discipline and training to keep me in line and to enjoy the kinky parts of a CG/L relationship. Being that we are long distance this can be difficult as one could imagine but we do a lot of facetime calls and role-playing through texts. In the calls, I have to discipline myself which at first was hard for me but I soon found my groove and was able to submit to my own punishment. I use toys and bondage, whips and my own hands to perform the actions daddy tells me to do. During this time I also make sure my daddy is being pleasured and happy with my performance. Checking in is very important when dealing with long distance discipline this means both parties make sure each is getting what they desire or need during playtime. With role-playing over text, we have a start work and an end word along with the safe word so that I can fully be in subspace and daddy and be in domspace. When texting we use action ** to signify movement or action and we use normal text to displace something being said. This can become challenging at times but it is also really fun to showcase actions that can't be done over video or fantasies that we hold and want to do one day once we are together. After both video chatting and texting daddy always does aftercare which for me because we are apart I love when daddy tells me what he would do for aftercare or daddy tells me to do different things like drink water/eat or take a shower/bath. I really like though when he tells me all that he would do if we were together like watching movies, bathing together, eating snacks, etc. I also tend to go into little space right after play time and daddy really embraces that. Speaking about little space I tend not to be controlled in my little space meaning I will go into little space any time I feel comfortable and in need of that time --  it has become more of a coping skill but I also do it when I am happy. Daddy doesn't control my little space and I can even do it when he isn't around even though it's not as fun. I am so happy to have a daddy that doesn't control that part of me and allows me to fit any age I feel comfortable from very little like 1-2 to a bit older 5-6. Being little in long distance consists mostly of texting cute things and pictures and video chatting while coloring or snuggling my stuffies or just talking little with my daddy. Sometimes we have little nights where we do just little things and I love it! When it comes to rules I have a list and I have to make sure I follow them and if I don't I have to report back to daddy for punishment. Which then leads back to playtime activities. So a 24/7 relationship means I am always in subspace this doesn't mean its always very deep but I am always ready for command and to enter a deeper space. I am also not always little but I tend to be more often because I am always in subspace. This subspace only applies to my daddy, meaning I don't just submit to anyone I know my owner and my place. I also always call my daddy, daddy, dada, master, Sir, etc. to show that he is always in control of me. My main goal besides pleasing him and being ready to please him is to make him proud especially at things like work and being outside of my house. I represent him in all I do so I never want people to think he is bad or wrong and I want to show that I am a well trained little and that I know my place with my daddy. Anyway that's just some of our relationship there is probably more but I can't really think of much right now as I am sleepy and feeling little all of a sudden. Just remember that not all relationships are the this could sound totally stupid to you or this could sound perfect or parts could be cool etc. Always know that being little and being a caregiver is a special thing and finding a groove is the best thing you can do so find that song with your little or caregiver and live the happy CG/L lifestyle that works best for you.

If you have any questions just throw them below, I would love to talk more!
Find you CG/L Song and Dance,
Pannyboi41

It's Hard Without Daddy

Hi :(,
So since being back home, I am having a really hard time without daddy. I just seem broken and depressed. We talk as much as we can but I was spoiled being with him for even a week.  I just want to be back in his arms where I feel at home. It was nice that the other day daddy's friends commented that we were a cute couple and daddy has been a lot happier since he met me and I totally feel the same. My parents have commented that I seem happy and healthier now that I have my daddy (even though they don't know he is my daddy they just think he is my boyfriend). Anyway just a little update I guess on how I have been feeling and I just wanted to share it has been hard to feel up to doing anything but hopefully daddy and I can get out of this rut and we can be happy little clams again -- not that we aren't happy together more than we are feeling the distance.

Be Good and Stay Lovely,
Pannyboi41

One Week Wasn't Enough

Hello My Lovely Readers Little and Big,
So last week was the best week of my life I was finally able to travel to Texas to see my daddy! It was a long crazy amazing week that was the greatest of all time, so let's talk about it...

Saturday, June 1st-
I got up super early to make sure I could drive to the airport and get there on time. The airport that is closest to me is about an hour away and my flight left at 7 so I had to get up at about 3 to be on time. Once there I checked in and said goodbye to my parents and waited for my flight to board. On the plane, I started to get nervous that I wasn't going to be good enough for my daddy or he wasn't going to like me in person, I tried to push those away once I finally landed after about 4 hours. I walked as fast as I could to the baggage claim and had a hard time finding my daddy but once I did and we had our first hug and kiss everything fell into place and I didn't have a worry about our relationship. We drove the hour back to his house and I got changed and relaxed a little bit before heading to the mall to have our first real date together. We walked through the mall and went in and out of shops just spending time talking and enjoying each other it was so nice. We even went to get candy and sodas and went to the book store. Once back home we went out for Indian food with his family and he taught me how to play this card game he really likes. That night we slept on the floor of his game room which was a little uncomfy but we were finally able to make love and enjoy each other's bodies for real -- this made my life and all the time waiting worth it.

Sunday, June 2nd-
We got up at a normal hour and decided after breakfast to go swimming in his pool. It was so nice int eh eat of Texas to have a place to cool off and have a little fun in the outdoors. After swimming, we decided to go to the movies to see the new Godzilla flick. We got popcorn and candy and soda and it was so yummy and fun sadly I had a headache and it made it hard to watch the movie but it went away during the start and I began to feel better and I was able to fully enjoy the movie with my daddy. It was a little bit scary for a little one like me but daddy kept me safe and sound. That night we had Japanese food and went to another candy store near daddy's house. After we spent some time int he game room fooling around and watching TV and being silly goofs.

Monday, June 3rd-
Monday was similar to Sunday in the morning in that we spent it swimming and enjoying the outdoors as much as we could with it being 104 degrees outside. After that, we went out for Mexican food for lunch which was so tasty and I probably ate 100 corn chips. The best part of the day was going tot he arcade where we played all sorts of crazy weird games like this ping pong game where you try to light up all the tiles by throwing ping pong balls at them. Daddy and I had so much fun playing around and doing racing games and we even did a photo booth but the camera was too high and you couldn't really see either of us in the pictures. We even were able to get a few prizes which were so nice because daddy tried so hard to get me this purple bear I liked. We played for a long while and then we went food shopping and made some food pizza I believe for dinner. It was so nice to have a homie meal and eat with daddy at home like we will once we get married. Another night int he game room just enjoying each other and whatever else we find entertaining.

Tuesday, June 4th-
Today was a busy crazy day but it was a lot of fun. We went to the museum and it was huge and was full of so many things some creepy and some really interesting. They had a huge section on dino's were daddy got my a tiny dino plush. There was also a section on Egypt and different native American peoples and these cool animal art pieces and energy and chemistry and really pretty gems and jewels! It was so much fun walking around the four levels going through all the interesting things and finding out about ancient people or new art. I felt so little being there with daddy and I just felt so happy learning and exploring with daddy. We went out for Greek food which was soooo yummy and went to the local book shop to get a book on gems which daddy found so interesting at the museum. That night we also got to use the hot tub attached to the pool and played with these little toy water guns we got. It was nice and relaxing and a good way to end that day before another night of each other. 

Wednesday, June 5th-
It rained this day which pushed our plans off for the day but we still got to do some stuff. We went to the movies again and saw Aladen. I loved this movie as a kid and this brought back so many memories and I also cried during some of it because it meant so much to me especially being there with daddy. After the movie, we spent a little more time at the mall and picked up a few games to play. We went to lunch at this little place called Le Madilyn that makes amazing tomato soup and I enjoyed it so much as it is one of my favorite soups ever. We went home after and spent some time playing games and just enjoying a quiet evening and night and watched some TV and ate popcorn.

Thursday, June 6th-
Another busy day for daddy and me but it was so much fun. We went to this place called Moody Garden which is like a zoo and aquarium and they have these 4D movies and all sorts of activities. The first thing we did was see the Amazon section had all sorts of animals life colorful birds and bats and turtles and these huge fish and otters. I loved the otters as they are one of my favorite animals. After the rain forest section, we went to see the fishes. This section was really cool they even had a touch tank where I got to touch a sea flap flap and a starfish. We also got to see penguins and seals play around which daddy really liked because he loves penguins. After that section, daddy bought me a stuffed sea flap flap and I love him so much because I got to touch them! We roamed around the other sections a little then took this really relaxing boat ride on the ocean. I was so nice and was a lovely end to the crazy day. We left and went to the rain forest cafe which I hadn't been too in years and I even got to make an elephant build a bear which they had INSIDE the cafe. Then we got to get ice cream I got banana with Heath bar inside. Once home we went to bed early as we were both super sleepy.

Friday, June 7th-
Friday was another day back at the mall to get the last few things we wanted and to kill a little time before we went to game night with daddy's Friends. For lunch, we went out for BBQ which was the first time I really had BBQ in my life and it was so worth the wait. I also got sweet tea and I felt like a real Texan. After lunch, we went to the card shop where daddy likes to play cards with his friends and he competed where I sat and read or walked around the huge shop rummaging through bins or reading comics. I had a really nice time but I started to get really sleepy as we stayed and my tummy wanted food. But lucky for me, all the guys went out for food and daddy and I joined them. We didn't stay long as we were both very sleepy but we spent a little time together that night before heading off to our separate beds that we were forced to sleep in each night.

Saturday, June 8th-
My last day there was really hard but we tried to make the most of it. We first went to the gardens to enjoy the many plants and flowers and sunshine. Even though it was super hot we still had a good time even though every so often one of us would start crying. We then took a trip to the old town and went shopping. I wanted to get a few things for my parents and brother and couldn't find anything at the mall. The last lunch I had was at another cafe where we had this amazing lemon and poppy seed cheesecake. It was had to ride to the airport and saying goodbye took a long time but I got on the plane late that night and cried a few times as I road home.

This week was one of the best I had in my entire life. I got to finally meet my daddy in person and spend so much time do amazing things with him. We didn't get to do many naughty things as someone was always at home but we were able to explore each other and find out what it truly like to be with each other. He didn't get to really punish me or train me but every day he put my collar on me and every night he took it off for me. That made my day every day truly as I felt like I really belonged to him. I can't wait for him to come to see me next in the winter where we should have more time to do more naughty things and for him to fall in love with my home town.

Love Your Caregiver Always (and your Littles too of Course),
Pannyboi41

I Just Love These... 40 in 1!

Hi,

So because I seem to have a problem I decided to find another little questionnaire and do it for you people some of the questions may be the same but oh well never hurt anyone right? Anyway, I only have like 3 days until I get to see my daddy in real life and I am freaking out so I am trying to keep busy doing these things so that I don't keep packing and repacking so once again here we go! 

1. My bedtime is 9:30 during school I have to be cleaned and in bed by that time 
2. I love baths and I can't wait for daddy to give me baths!
3. I love toffee and sour candy like really sour candy and chewy candy too for my oral fixation 
4. 1-6ish normally around 3-4
5. I would love an axolotl
6. I don't have a lot of hair but bows are fun and messy hair too is cute
7. purple and yellow!!
8. I am good at making people laugh and I like to draw but I'm not great at either
9. One time daddy sang Beyond the Sea and I loved that and I love our song I Will by The Beatles
10. Hmm I like Valentine's day it was daddy and my first holiday together
11.  I would love to go to the park and swing and slide and eat snacks on a blanket in the nice warm sun 
12. I love Asian food because I can't have gluten or dairy I can eat most of it 
13. I love daddy's lap when I am little but I just like to be in my room where I feel safe 
14. I play some video games and I like to draw and watch anime 
15. I am trying really hard to get a job right now for the summer 
16. Yes I am working on my master's degree in social work 
17. I don't have one but I just got a cute bag that I can carry around or my narwal bag maybe
18. When daddy calls me cute or little or sometimes if I eat little food or hold on to something that makes me feel little or sometimes if I just see something ts sort fo random and I love it
19. I love rummy, not a little game but I just find it so fun 
20. My ideal caregiver is my daddy I just wish we were together so he could really punish me or discipline or just let me be little whenever 
21.  Sometimes it has been a while but I know when I am with daddy he will tell me a few 
22. I have this dress with a monkey on it and I love wearing cute shorts and t-shirts 
23. I love reading little books and just being cute with daddy and coloring 
24. Nope sadly I want some though
25. My pooh bear and piglet and my Jotaro plush 
26. A few Persona 5 and Stardew Valley 
27. Sometimes but I'm good at hiding it but once I'm with daddy I'm going all out 
28. Hilda (Netflix) and The Beatles Yellow Submarine 
29. Falling asleep with daddy on call holding my pooh bear 
30. Yes but they can be hard to follow with daddy being so far away but I do my best
31. Animal crackers and gummies and juice and these gluten-free cheese crackers 
32. You guys and my daddy and a few people online and old relationships but no one really knows 
33. I am little all the time I have a lot of free time right now and no one is home so I get to be little and pretend but normally I try to be little just with daddy 
34. I tend not to do this I do get fussy before bed and sometimes if I don't feel good or needy in some way but I have never thrown a tantrum 
35. I love to draw and color and I love manga and anime so I tend to look at that art 
36. Yes a few things mostly stuffies and dress up stuff but I would want some more to play with 
37. This morning but I was also in puppy space so it was a cute mix 
38. I suck my thumb or paci I snuggle my stuffies way more and talk to them more and I whine way more and color more than any other time
39. I wish I could fly so I could go see daddy whenever I wanted
40. YES! I use all!

I hope these aren't boring for you guys I may stop for a little while especially with my trip to daddy's soo soon I will for sure talk more about that than anything!

Have Fun Lovelies,

Pannyboi41

30 in 1 Part 2!

Hello Little and Big World!
(Warning this is a dirty one --  make sure to ask little ones)
I hope you have been having a good time all around its been really nice and warm here so that always makes this little one less moody and more playful and because of that I wanted to do another 30 in 1 challenge like I did last week only this time its 30 days of submission in one shot. So buckle up for the ride and enjoy learning more about me than you needed to know.

1. I love being called good _______ or little one or anything else really he calls me I just love having him give me cute names (like his little buggy)
2. Yes my daddy is my dom 
3. I have been a sub/little for 6 years in no way a professional but still, it's been some time, and I have been a switch throughout this time as well 
4. I hate writing lines my dom has only made me do this once or twice and I hate it 
5. I love any kind of fruit it's super nice after a rough session
6. the most perfect date would be similar to my little date idea but maybe a picknick in the park with some nice wine and foods enjoy the sunset before a rough session back home 
7. mostly rules about taking care of myself, staying away from harmful people and making sure I get chores and work done
8. I love seeing my dom in anything really I always find him attractive 
9. I love spanking and the hand is my favorite feels the most intimate and most degrading as a  little but I'm all for whips 
10. I'm a switch but I am normally like 90% of the time bottom which I feel most comfortable in 
11. I am easily commanded and follow the rules given to me by my dom I would maybe be considered an "easy" sub and people wouldn't find me fun but my dom loves how I take commands I am also a 24/7 sub 
12. Not really I'm not a brat in like any sense of the word but sometimes I can get fussy 
13. Purple and yellow (daddy likes red, black and blue can you guess why?)
14. Something cute and androgynous where you can't tell if I'm a boy or girl but I still look cute and daddy approves  
15. I don't have many but no scat play or sending me to the ER there are probably more but I haven't found them yet 
16. Our safe word is cucumber and when we RP we use a subspace word Grapefruit and a drop word orange 
17. Pansexual!
18. I found out about this dynamic and I fit at first with the idea of being a sub but I found myself playing the dom role sometimes and I just fit both but I always fall into my sub-zone more than anything and little space even more than that 
19. Nothing too big with a nice bedroom with a large bathtub and a playroom for me to keep all my little things in away from the outside world and a "playroom" for daddy to have his way with me 
20. I have and have always wanted a daddy dom 24/7 which is what I have and I love it!
21. When daddy gets turned on he changes just slightly and that turns me on so much its super subtle but I can always tell and that so gets me going I also love when daddy tells me all about the things he will do to me when we are finally together or talking about having various gendered parts I don't have at the moment 
22. Not much but anything to do with animals like real ones I'm not into but furry things are all good and fake animal parts are cool too
23. I have a sort of routine once I get my job for the summer it may be something he will give me when I have a normal schedule and possibly when I go to grad school as well 
24. I feel I am too fat and that I am always seen as the gender I was assigned even though I don't want to be seen that way I also think I can be too childish at the wrong times 
25. I have an oral fixation and chew on everything! I also tend to forget my rules which gets me in trouble and I also tend to forget to care for myself when I get depressed 
26. Daddy, dada, papa bear, daddy bear, dada bear 
27. I am always in subspace that's what amazing about 24/7 but what really makes me fall is reading about other subs or being in the presence of daddy even when he isn't in deep dom space when I see or hear him I fall so fast and when I finally can be with him goodness I will be deep the entire time
28. I love my sense of humor, my need to help and serve others and my perseverance
29. Funny but reclused  
30. When daddy is disciplining me, training me or punishing me

I hope this was fun for everyone I know it was interesting for me :).

Loves,

Pannyboi41

A Little Change Up

Hewo,
Just wanted to say I wanted to change things up a little I'm going to play with colors and stuff any ideas just comment here!

Thanks, Cuties,
Pannyboi41

30 in 1

Hope you are having a nice evening,

I decided this week to do one of those 30 days of little space in one day because I am bord and daddy is out with friends because it Friday (sad sad face), update on things dada said I am in between a training collar and a slave collar (like being engaged/married in a BDSM relationship) which is amazing and he is going to properly collar me soon maybe once I go down in 14!!!! days? I'll keep you up dated!!

So here we go...

1. Yes I sleep with two my pooh bear and piglet the first daddy bought on Valentine's day and the second for my graduation 
2. Yes Yes Yes My Daddy!!!!
3. like a million not all from daddy but I LOVE stuffies
4. Probably spring I love taking pictures of flowers
5. Mulan probably made me trans lol 
6. Probably toffee or sour patch kids
7.  I love to just talk with daddy or take baths or color watch cute tv 
8. Stuffie
9. that's a hard one... if I had to say elephants
10. both sometimes more drawing and other times coloring 
11. I really don't have a hobby but in little space I love crafts
12. Beauty and the Beast
13. Popcorn and apple juice
14. Yes I have a green one with a fox it's new 
15. Yes just as comfort though I like the fabric ones 
16. Purple and Yellow
17. Scorpio 
18. I would say a day out where I get to wear something cute and carry around my narwal bag and  I get to hold daddy's hand and he holds on to me super tight and we get ice cream and relax at the park or the sea and maybe go see animals or flowers and then go out to eat where I can get little food without worrying about getting weird looks then snuggling and watching little movies and eat candy and sippy!
19. Build a Bear 
20. Yes mostly puppy sometimes kitty/other
21. No, maybe dada will get me one 
22. somewhere between 1-6ish 
23. I has a kitty named Daisy and daddy has a pupper
24. The Office and Parks and Rec and Jojo Bizare Adventure and Blue Exorcist but little shows I like Hilda (Netflix) and SpongeBob  cooking shows like Good Eats and anything daddy lets me watch I tend to not watch a lot of TV
25. I love Kingdome Hearts and Stardew Valley and love card games and puzzles 
26. Simba!
27. Spongebob or Hilda 
28. I like veggies and fruits and chewy things 
29. Hmmm I want so many things but my biggest one would be a locking collar, cloth diapers, more tail plugs, more bondage gear and little things any of them I want them all teahee
30. I have a fun gender I'm fluid flux is hard to explain but it means I feel different genders and within those, I feel them at different intensities 

I hope this was fun I may do one for my subby nature next time.

Love and Little,

Pannyboi41

I'm So So Sorry...But Graduation!

Hiya!
So I know I missed like a week or two but I have been soooo busy with school and everything that I just haven't had time to talk even with daddy. But luckily I had some time to play and color and be little with some juice and relaxation. But with all the crazy stuff I was able to graduate from my undergraduate program with a degree in psychology! It was so amazing and my daddy was able to watch the entire thing live because the school streamed it! It was so amazing it was like he was there and professed how proud he was of me and it was one of the best moments I have had with my daddy having him crying over my graduation and him being so proud was like a dream as one of my major goals is to serve him and make him proud. It was so amazing truly and I am so happy to have this part of my life done and a new one to start. Without daddy, this last semester would have been so rough but he made it worth every headache every hard paper everything worth it, it was so amazing and we are so close to seeing each other finally in about 19 days!!!

See you all soon!
Stay Cute!
Pannyboi41

Sorry I Missed a Week But It Was for a Good Reason

OwO!!
Hello From A.B.!!
So last week I went to an anime convention!! It was my first real con and I stayed all three days, which was a lot for a little and an introvert like me but I was with one of my best non-daddy friends and I had a really really good time. I missed daddy so much through the entire thing though because we normally call all weekend but I was at the con and it was sooooo loud everywhere so we couldn't talk much. I had a really good time otherwise I even found a wall scroll from Jojo Bizard Adventure and it was of my two favorite characters and I got a few things for my daddy and I took pictures and I got a super cute brown dress with a little cartoon monkey face on it from a grab bag and its definitely a little dress and I'm so excited to wear it for dada.
This past week has not been very eventful mostly work work work work for college. I have less two weeks left before graduation and that means I am even closer to seeing daddy!!

Talk Next Week,
Pannyboi41

Busy Week = Fussy Little

HI There,
I know I haven't done this in a LONG time but I wanted to share some advice with you all that I found out this week as I had a stressful and long annoying week.
As a little in college on their final year with only 28 days until graduation I find myself in very stressful and non-little friendly environments, This week was one of those weeks. Not only was I ill but everyone seemed to want to have a meeting with me or talk with me or give me more work then the already crazy days I have, anyway I digress, now to the reason for the rant:
When littles get fussy about big people things the best an LDR caregiver can do I found is this:

• let them rant without saying anything constructive just let them get it all out without interruptions or the feeling the CG is trying to fix everything
• Once they get it out ask if they want advice or if they just want the CG's,simple love
• give them what they asked for (somethings may not require advice it could have just been a long day)
•  let them be little for as long as possible - one of the reasons we get so fussy is because we don't get to be little during the day and release some of the stress that is building up
• Be as loving as possible (not hard for most CG)
• do some stress relief things with them such as coloring listening to music and even naughty time

For littles during the day try some of these things to make it through without getting too fussy

• bring coloring things, most people do this now anyway
• bring a small stuffy with you and take a break in the bathroom and hold it for a minute can really relieve some stress
• listen to Disney or other little songs on your phone
• Watch a little show when waiting easy to hide on a small phone
• talk with your caregiver and be little with them over text
• use a cute water bottle and cute lunch box
• bring a little magazine or book and if people ask tell them you are reading them to make sure they are good for your child or niece
• write cute letters to your GC

I hope these helped!

With Sunshine,

Pannyboi41 

Yup It Happened...

Hello Hello Hello!!!!!!!
Soooooooo... it has only been like a little over 4 months but Daddy did something crazy absolutely crazy... He asked me to marry him! I know know know we haven't even met in person and like it only been four months and all but he decided that it was still enough to want to marry a crazy little one like me. He asked me over the phone after we were talking about our future. It seemed that we wanted a lot of the same things of the future and that we just seemed to jell so well together and it just made sense we truly love each other with all we are and want nothing more than to spend our lives together saving each other's souls and bettering each other  in all ways we can. I know we are both young but we are not getting married anytime soon but I know this will stick. We have so much respect for each other and there is way more to our relationship than sex (unlike some of my other relationships). I know we are going to run into trouble at some point but we will work it out we have so much good to come why ruin it!

Love,
Pannyboi41

A Bit Off This Week

Goodness Me,
Hi my Friendos,
This week daddy and I were a bit off like we couldn't seem to have time to talk or just weren't feeling it. It was sad and lonely without my daddy but I understood that this happens even to the best couples. I hate when it happens but I am so glad we got through it because now we both know how to handle it for next time. Not much else happened this week for us but even the most lonely busy crazy weeks always get better at the end when daddy and I can talk all weekend and enjoy the company we missed.

Anyways all for now -- stay cute and clean,
Pannyboi41

PS- I am working on my gender so I may call myself a girl from time to time or might not use a gender at all just want you all to know the boi doesn't stand for boy :P

Long Hard Week

Hello Friends,
This week has been long hard and annoying. It seemed like every day just dragged on and I couldn't do anything right. Not only was I getting poorer grades in my classes (due to midterms) but I just kept getting more and more overwhelmed as the days went on until this weekend when I could not take it anymore and I just cried with daddy. He could see how stressed I was and how school was taking such a big toll on me and that really helped, having someone see your pain and respond to it really helped. Daddy doesn't try to fix the problem he just allows me to be upset then we talking things out and he just reassures me everything will be okay. This is something I really need, someone that just lets me cry it out and doesn't get upset with me or wants to fix everything. I am starting to feel better now and hopefully, this next week is better and I don't have to be as big all the time and I can be little with my perfect daddy.

With Love and Hearts,
Pannyboi41

OH MY GOODNESS!!!!!!!!

HiHIHIHIHIHIIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHI!!!!!!!!!
SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO... I finally got tickets to go see my daddy! This is not a drill this is the real deal! I get to go see my daddy in person in June and I am freaking out!! The best part is my parents used their airfare points to pay for my ticket so my daddy didn't have to pay and now we get to have even more fun!! It's so amazing I just can't believe it and I want to sing and dance and tell everyone its just the best thing ever and I just can't wait to be with my dada. We talk all the time about what we are going to do together like go to the mall and get candy and stuffies and get yummy foodies and drinks and play time and just be together and I can't wait. I think about it all the time and it just makes my heart so full and my days worth living and it feels like a dream but it's
not this is real life and it is amazing!! I love you DADDY!!!!

The Wait is Worth It,
Pannyboi41

I did a Bad :(

Hi everyone,
This week was different for daddy and I. Things were okay until Wednesday when I was helping someone with their computer and I saw that they were talking to an old girlfriend of mine that I dated right before I got my daddy. I was with this person for 2 years and we had plans to get married. I held my tongue and didn't say anything bad about her to my other friends but inside I was hurting a lot. Sadly daddy was taking a really important test (which he did amazing on!) so I didn't have him. I ran to the DC and ate a bunch of pizza (which is a big no-no not only because its bad food but I can eat gluten). Once I was home I got sick because of the food then proceeded to drink a big boy drink and got drunk. I was so upset and angry at myself because I go upset. Once daddy was out of the test I told him that I was drinking and about the pizza and he was disappointed in me. I hate to disappoint my daddy, it hurt so bad to hear that. I told him why and he was less upset but he still was upset that I got sick and drunk over my emotions. He told me we would work on bettering my skills with my emotions and trying to control them when daddy isn't around. I felt so terrible being bad but daddy is my rock and made me feel better and know that we all make mistakes and that I just need to learn from them.

Thank your caregivers for all they do,
Pannyboi41