30 in 1 Part 2!

Hello Little and Big World!
(Warning this is a dirty one --  make sure to ask little ones)
I hope you have been having a good time all around its been really nice and warm here so that always makes this little one less moody and more playful and because of that I wanted to do another 30 in 1 challenge like I did last week only this time its 30 days of submission in one shot. So buckle up for the ride and enjoy learning more about me than you needed to know.

1. I love being called good _______ or little one or anything else really he calls me I just love having him give me cute names (like his little buggy)
2. Yes my daddy is my dom 
3. I have been a sub/little for 6 years in no way a professional but still, it's been some time, and I have been a switch throughout this time as well 
4. I hate writing lines my dom has only made me do this once or twice and I hate it 
5. I love any kind of fruit it's super nice after a rough session
6. the most perfect date would be similar to my little date idea but maybe a picknick in the park with some nice wine and foods enjoy the sunset before a rough session back home 
7. mostly rules about taking care of myself, staying away from harmful people and making sure I get chores and work done
8. I love seeing my dom in anything really I always find him attractive 
9. I love spanking and the hand is my favorite feels the most intimate and most degrading as a  little but I'm all for whips 
10. I'm a switch but I am normally like 90% of the time bottom which I feel most comfortable in 
11. I am easily commanded and follow the rules given to me by my dom I would maybe be considered an "easy" sub and people wouldn't find me fun but my dom loves how I take commands I am also a 24/7 sub 
12. Not really I'm not a brat in like any sense of the word but sometimes I can get fussy 
13. Purple and yellow (daddy likes red, black and blue can you guess why?)
14. Something cute and androgynous where you can't tell if I'm a boy or girl but I still look cute and daddy approves  
15. I don't have many but no scat play or sending me to the ER there are probably more but I haven't found them yet 
16. Our safe word is cucumber and when we RP we use a subspace word Grapefruit and a drop word orange 
17. Pansexual!
18. I found out about this dynamic and I fit at first with the idea of being a sub but I found myself playing the dom role sometimes and I just fit both but I always fall into my sub-zone more than anything and little space even more than that 
19. Nothing too big with a nice bedroom with a large bathtub and a playroom for me to keep all my little things in away from the outside world and a "playroom" for daddy to have his way with me 
20. I have and have always wanted a daddy dom 24/7 which is what I have and I love it!
21. When daddy gets turned on he changes just slightly and that turns me on so much its super subtle but I can always tell and that so gets me going I also love when daddy tells me all about the things he will do to me when we are finally together or talking about having various gendered parts I don't have at the moment 
22. Not much but anything to do with animals like real ones I'm not into but furry things are all good and fake animal parts are cool too
23. I have a sort of routine once I get my job for the summer it may be something he will give me when I have a normal schedule and possibly when I go to grad school as well 
24. I feel I am too fat and that I am always seen as the gender I was assigned even though I don't want to be seen that way I also think I can be too childish at the wrong times 
25. I have an oral fixation and chew on everything! I also tend to forget my rules which gets me in trouble and I also tend to forget to care for myself when I get depressed 
26. Daddy, dada, papa bear, daddy bear, dada bear 
27. I am always in subspace that's what amazing about 24/7 but what really makes me fall is reading about other subs or being in the presence of daddy even when he isn't in deep dom space when I see or hear him I fall so fast and when I finally can be with him goodness I will be deep the entire time
28. I love my sense of humor, my need to help and serve others and my perseverance
29. Funny but reclused  
30. When daddy is disciplining me, training me or punishing me

I hope this was fun for everyone I know it was interesting for me :).

Loves,

Pannyboi41

A Little Change Up

Hewo,
Just wanted to say I wanted to change things up a little I'm going to play with colors and stuff any ideas just comment here!

Thanks, Cuties,
Pannyboi41

30 in 1

Hope you are having a nice evening,

I decided this week to do one of those 30 days of little space in one day because I am bord and daddy is out with friends because it Friday (sad sad face), update on things dada said I am in between a training collar and a slave collar (like being engaged/married in a BDSM relationship) which is amazing and he is going to properly collar me soon maybe once I go down in 14!!!! days? I'll keep you up dated!!

So here we go...

1. Yes I sleep with two my pooh bear and piglet the first daddy bought on Valentine's day and the second for my graduation 
2. Yes Yes Yes My Daddy!!!!
3. like a million not all from daddy but I LOVE stuffies
4. Probably spring I love taking pictures of flowers
5. Mulan probably made me trans lol 
6. Probably toffee or sour patch kids
7.  I love to just talk with daddy or take baths or color watch cute tv 
8. Stuffie
9. that's a hard one... if I had to say elephants
10. both sometimes more drawing and other times coloring 
11. I really don't have a hobby but in little space I love crafts
12. Beauty and the Beast
13. Popcorn and apple juice
14. Yes I have a green one with a fox it's new 
15. Yes just as comfort though I like the fabric ones 
16. Purple and Yellow
17. Scorpio 
18. I would say a day out where I get to wear something cute and carry around my narwal bag and  I get to hold daddy's hand and he holds on to me super tight and we get ice cream and relax at the park or the sea and maybe go see animals or flowers and then go out to eat where I can get little food without worrying about getting weird looks then snuggling and watching little movies and eat candy and sippy!
19. Build a Bear 
20. Yes mostly puppy sometimes kitty/other
21. No, maybe dada will get me one 
22. somewhere between 1-6ish 
23. I has a kitty named Daisy and daddy has a pupper
24. The Office and Parks and Rec and Jojo Bizare Adventure and Blue Exorcist but little shows I like Hilda (Netflix) and SpongeBob  cooking shows like Good Eats and anything daddy lets me watch I tend to not watch a lot of TV
25. I love Kingdome Hearts and Stardew Valley and love card games and puzzles 
26. Simba!
27. Spongebob or Hilda 
28. I like veggies and fruits and chewy things 
29. Hmmm I want so many things but my biggest one would be a locking collar, cloth diapers, more tail plugs, more bondage gear and little things any of them I want them all teahee
30. I have a fun gender I'm fluid flux is hard to explain but it means I feel different genders and within those, I feel them at different intensities 

I hope this was fun I may do one for my subby nature next time.

Love and Little,

Pannyboi41

I'm So So Sorry...But Graduation!

Hiya!
So I know I missed like a week or two but I have been soooo busy with school and everything that I just haven't had time to talk even with daddy. But luckily I had some time to play and color and be little with some juice and relaxation. But with all the crazy stuff I was able to graduate from my undergraduate program with a degree in psychology! It was so amazing and my daddy was able to watch the entire thing live because the school streamed it! It was so amazing it was like he was there and professed how proud he was of me and it was one of the best moments I have had with my daddy having him crying over my graduation and him being so proud was like a dream as one of my major goals is to serve him and make him proud. It was so amazing truly and I am so happy to have this part of my life done and a new one to start. Without daddy, this last semester would have been so rough but he made it worth every headache every hard paper everything worth it, it was so amazing and we are so close to seeing each other finally in about 19 days!!!

See you all soon!
Stay Cute!
Pannyboi41

Sorry I Missed a Week But It Was for a Good Reason

OwO!!
Hello From A.B.!!
So last week I went to an anime convention!! It was my first real con and I stayed all three days, which was a lot for a little and an introvert like me but I was with one of my best non-daddy friends and I had a really really good time. I missed daddy so much through the entire thing though because we normally call all weekend but I was at the con and it was sooooo loud everywhere so we couldn't talk much. I had a really good time otherwise I even found a wall scroll from Jojo Bizard Adventure and it was of my two favorite characters and I got a few things for my daddy and I took pictures and I got a super cute brown dress with a little cartoon monkey face on it from a grab bag and its definitely a little dress and I'm so excited to wear it for dada.
This past week has not been very eventful mostly work work work work for college. I have less two weeks left before graduation and that means I am even closer to seeing daddy!!

Talk Next Week,
Pannyboi41

Busy Week = Fussy Little

HI There,
I know I haven't done this in a LONG time but I wanted to share some advice with you all that I found out this week as I had a stressful and long annoying week.
As a little in college on their final year with only 28 days until graduation I find myself in very stressful and non-little friendly environments, This week was one of those weeks. Not only was I ill but everyone seemed to want to have a meeting with me or talk with me or give me more work then the already crazy days I have, anyway I digress, now to the reason for the rant:
When littles get fussy about big people things the best an LDR caregiver can do I found is this:

• let them rant without saying anything constructive just let them get it all out without interruptions or the feeling the CG is trying to fix everything
• Once they get it out ask if they want advice or if they just want the CG's,simple love
• give them what they asked for (somethings may not require advice it could have just been a long day)
•  let them be little for as long as possible - one of the reasons we get so fussy is because we don't get to be little during the day and release some of the stress that is building up
• Be as loving as possible (not hard for most CG)
• do some stress relief things with them such as coloring listening to music and even naughty time

For littles during the day try some of these things to make it through without getting too fussy

• bring coloring things, most people do this now anyway
• bring a small stuffy with you and take a break in the bathroom and hold it for a minute can really relieve some stress
• listen to Disney or other little songs on your phone
• Watch a little show when waiting easy to hide on a small phone
• talk with your caregiver and be little with them over text
• use a cute water bottle and cute lunch box
• bring a little magazine or book and if people ask tell them you are reading them to make sure they are good for your child or niece
• write cute letters to your GC

I hope these helped!

With Sunshine,

Pannyboi41 

Yup It Happened...

Hello Hello Hello!!!!!!!
Soooooooo... it has only been like a little over 4 months but Daddy did something crazy absolutely crazy... He asked me to marry him! I know know know we haven't even met in person and like it only been four months and all but he decided that it was still enough to want to marry a crazy little one like me. He asked me over the phone after we were talking about our future. It seemed that we wanted a lot of the same things of the future and that we just seemed to jell so well together and it just made sense we truly love each other with all we are and want nothing more than to spend our lives together saving each other's souls and bettering each other  in all ways we can. I know we are both young but we are not getting married anytime soon but I know this will stick. We have so much respect for each other and there is way more to our relationship than sex (unlike some of my other relationships). I know we are going to run into trouble at some point but we will work it out we have so much good to come why ruin it!

Love,
Pannyboi41