I Did It!!!!!

Hihihihihihiihihih!!!!!
(This is naughty ask your caregiver before reading)
So just last night and again today daddy pushed me to the absolute limit and he made me ejaculate all over my rug. It took a really long time using my toy but when I finally did it, it was soooooo much and it went everywhere! The best part was that daddy was so surprised and proud of me it made my heart just explode and I just couldn't stop smiling he even said he would get me a special stuffy for the occasion (but I don't need one what he did to me was special enough). After I did it I just felt so much closer to my daddy as it was my first time and I was so happy that he was the one I did it for. He also came about 7 times as I was trying to which was crazy for him too --  so we both had a very special sexual experience on Friday. Then today he worked me hard again until I ejaculated I didn't come as much but daddy was still so proud of me and it just makes me soooooo happy to make him proud, that all I want to do is make him proud!!!

On a completely different note, his card came for me and it is amazing!!! Its a pop us card with a super sweet message that just warms my heart every time I see it!

Keep Calm and Cum On,
Pannyboi41

The Best Valentines Day Ever!

Hi There Littles and Caregivers!
So the best few days happened ever! So because daddy and I are so far away we can't be together for V day (sad face) but he still made it special. I sent him a little otter stuffed animal and he fell totally in love with it which made my little heart just melt away with how he acted when he got it and still acts whenever we are together and the stuffie is around. I also sent him a card which he promptly displayed on his desk (it had a bear on it because he is my bear). He sent me a really old school stuffed pooh bear! It is truly the best gift I ever received from a SO. My old gf never bought me any gifts for any holiday and the bf before that always bought me weirdly cheap gifts that had little significant value. This pooh bear stuffie just means so much I call him my pooh bear and it looks old school which my favorite I love old school drawings of Winnie the Pooh and he told me he felt something special when he found this stuffie and just knew it was the best gift for me. Sadly I am still waiting for his card. Then the day of Valentine's day I dressed up in my suite and gave daddy the special present of me being his little butler...we were naughty ;).

I hope your days move easy,
Pannyboi41

Daddy Got a Job!

HEEEEELLLLOOOOOO,
Its been a while but I is here all my little ones and big friends alike! So recently my perfect amazing daddy passed the GED and was able to get a job at the same place his dad works until he is able to start school for his degree. He only works part-time but he works every day until 2 o'clock (my time). This really stinks because most of the time I don't have class until the afternoon so while daddy is at work I'm free than when he is free im in class and I JUST HATE IT!!!!!!! It makes it so hard for us to communicate and most of the time daddy gets home and he is really tired so I have to be without him for even longer. I am so happy he has a job and gets to be happy and make money but I hate being away from him so much. It's just hard right now but I do my best to fallow all of the rules and such even when he is not around so that he can be proud of me when we talk again and I get all my homework done early too so we can chat at night. I try to do whatever I can to make daddy's life as easy as possible.

Talk Next Week,
Pannyboi41

Its Been A Long Week!

Hello There,
This last week has been interesting and daddy has been there through it all. I got really upset in one of my classes and had to purge to feel better. Daddy made sure I was okay and talked me through everything to make me feel better. I was so scared and my head was a mess it was amazing having someone there to ground me. Also on a more little note, daddy put more rules on me and I am so excited about it! He is making me more into a slave/little and it makes me feel so good -- he even put a rule that I must call him daddy or Sir no matter who we are with (except my parents). It is just so nice to have more rules -- I tend to over think and want to have control over everything, having a daddy have control allows me to relax and give in to someone it's just amazing.

Anyway, good day,
Pannyboi41

Things are Changing

UwU Hello,
I hate to say it but things around this blog have to change a little bit because this little one has to be big all the time at school *pout*. Sadly I won't be able to talk every day most likely we will only be able to share on the weekends (F/S/S). It stinks and makes me so mad because it's also making it really hard to be little with daddy too!!! I don't get time to do all my lil chores or to talk to daddy all day or do anything fun. I hate having to be big all the time and do homework and work out and be all grown in class -- why can't I just major in being cute and silly? Oh well a little has to do what a little has to do one day I'll be done and daddy and I can be little and dada all day long! Having a daddy makes this so much easier even though he is so far away -- he is just the support and love I need when the school gets me down.

Being Big Stinks, Lil is LIFE!
Pannyboi41

Very Naughty!

Sorry I missed you yesterday!
(Very Naughty ask permission little ones)
Goodness, what a day! Daddy did something so naughty with me it was crazy! I was feeling really down and sad because I had to go to this meeting that I really didn't want to go to. Daddy was feeling extra naughty so he made me go into the public bathroom and play with myself! I was scared but to wiggly and of course you must always listen to your daddy espcially when he is feeling naughty. He made me take some of my clothes off and play with myself until I made cummies. Someone even came into the bathroom and he still had me play. I felt so dirty and so naughty yet a really good boy for doing what daddy asked of me. I want to do it again but I was also so scared someone was going to ketch me I have mixed feelings but I would do it for daddy if he asked -- he does know how I feel about it and I can always use the safe word if I need to. Anyway, it was crazy and crazy fun being so naughty in such a public place.

Master knows best,
Pannyboi41

Collaring - Day and Night

Peek-a-boo!

Today might get a little spicy so be ready and make sure to ask permission before reading little ones. 

So when I first got with my daddy I wanted a way of displaying I had a daddy without being too obvious. I did a little reading and found out about day collars. These can be worn outside the bedroom without the fear of being outed or too "vocal" about bdsm/cgl. These tend to be necklaces with small locks or them of rings like you might have on a night collar. They also have more expensive ones that have special locks on them that your caregiver would have a key for and you couldn't remove yourself. I find these to be fairly femmi but I have seen a few that are really simple that could for sure be masc. For me, daddy and I decided I should have a day collar and it was nice because I made it myself. I used a breaded fake leather cord and added a ring with hearts on it. I used a simple loop to attach the ring. It's not a choker but it fairly tight to my neck which is a plus with any kind of collar. The nice thing is if daddy wanted he could attach a leash right to the day collar if he didn't want to get out a night collar for whatever reason. 

For night collars the sky is the limit! This is where I feel you can really have fun and get many different types. I have a simple black choker model with an o-ring for leash attachment. I also have a thicker-lined one that is used more for positioning (it is not a positioning collar that is a different thing). This also has an o-ring for leashes. I also have a sissy collar which is a femmi collar with lace and bows etc. This one like the rest has a leash ring but it not used as much as the other two. When it comes to little collars it is really best to find what you and your caregiver want and like in a collar be it day or night. Some people want extreme control and want a positioning collar where little movement happens, others want something that just looks cute and fun and used more as a clothing piece less for bdsm. When it comes to females day collars are a lot easier as it is the common fashion now but baby boys keep is simple and cute or simply do what you and your caregiver like screw what others think. Just remember that not everyone wants to know your kinks and pleasures so be mindful and caring to all.

Keep those collars tight and leashes in hand,

Pannyboi41